My Mind Is Confused, But My Heart Is Sure

I’ve run out of words to express how I truly feel
I’ve run out of strength to go on and fight the tears
I’ve run out of courage to pretend like I can still take the pain.
I've run out of love, not for you, but for myself.

I never stopped caring, I never stopped loving you
I just couldn't show it anymore, because the more I show it,
The more I realize how unworthy I am for your love,
And the more it gets harder for the both of us.

I can’t bear to hear any word from you anymore,
Because I got fed up of pain, fed up of self-blame.
I got filled with regrets that if only I could turn back time,
I would have never done the thing that hurt you the most.

After all that’s been said and done, please, never ever doubt my love for you,
For I’ve never loved anybody else as much as I love you.
I might be gone for a couple of days, but never ever think I’ve left you,
I just need time to rediscover the love I should have for myself,
And to regain the strength to fight for our love.

I used to fear about me losing you, the only person I want to spend forever with,
For it’s the thought that kills me the most every time.
But my love for you makes me realize two important things,
That in real love, there is no such thing as “too late”,
And that if we are meant to be together again; then our love will find a way.
MyReverie MyReverie
18-21, F
Dec 11, 2012