Still Hurting

well its my birthday today n im feeling like crap, its been already 5 months since my breakup n i miss her so much my heart hurts, i wish she wud call, txt, something to tell me Happy Birthday but dont think i will hear from her, i feel so all alone, no family here there all bak home in Calif, i know its still early but this Birthday really sucks, i wish i was strong enuf to just say screw this n take my life, i have nobody that really cares, oh welcome to my pity party, ugh
latinlaydey latinlaydey
46-50, F
Jan 16, 2013