Today Is The Day

Today is the day, when I met my special one, the day when my life changed and the day when I found love again.
Today, January 16, but back in 2008 the most amazing person came to my life to give light and teach love, five years later, my special person in not longer with me. We went through so much, bad moments, good moments, happy moments and sad moments, but regardless of all that, we looked for the time to be together and enjoy each other's company.
Today is just like any other day, just a Wednesday, I saw her! Deep inside my heart, I wished to hold her and to kiss her, wished to tell her how much I love her and how much she means to me, but rather than doing that, I just smiled and said "Hello"
I couldn't show my emotions, my feelings, and I know, I'm sure I won't do it anymore. In my mind, she will be my special one all the time, in my heart her place will remain forever and on my body her name will stay until I die.

My heart hurts, but I know I have to let her Go. I know that my feeling were never considered, I know that for me this day meant a lot, but for her was like any other day... Now , it's my turn to see this day like any other day...

I love her with all my heart!
Nijma08 Nijma08
22-25, F
Jan 16, 2013