No Sorry You Mean I Am A Girl In Lust With My Girlfriend.

No sorry it is in Lust. This would not be an issue if it were love because friendship often does satisfy all definitions of love. The lust you experience is strong by virtue of the greatest driver of lust and that is the taboo element. Enjoy the lust while it is their because your obvious decadence will have you never finding satisfaction anyway and you will be wise to start to enjoy such angst or it will ruin many aspects of your life.