I Know That I Love Her So Much...

yeah.....She is so beautiful...she is my friend and she is straight...I have told her about my feelings,now she knows everything..but she still continue treat me as friend and it hurts a lot...I am so confused..I don't know what I must do...I think I mustn't make her fall in love with me...I think it will be a sin...I don't wanna make her live these pains..I don't know if I must go away from her or I must stay with her...I am so happy around her..I think she is the reason that I live...I don't want her to be my friend....I want much more than friendship....she can always make me smile,even if everything is so bad...she has got a boyfriend but she doesn't love him..and I am jealous of her so much,I feel so helplessness....she will never be mine...I know..but really I love her so much...
4bidden 4bidden
18-21, F
1 Response May 23, 2012

She surprising took it well when I told her too.. It was me that couldn't face her, out of guilt or embarassment I'm not sure. But I think being there to support her in times of trouble and celebrating along with her during good times is enough (at least i try to tell myself that). I'm sure one day you'll find someone who'll make you feel the same way she does. Best wishes. ^^