She Doesn't Know How Beautiful She Is

I've been hooked on her since we were 13. She was my best friend, but we drifted apart. I got the guts to text her the other day, because I really needed my best friend back. My boyfriend of 4 years just broke up with me, I need her more than anything. We had a long relationship 8th grade to 9th grade, and we were each others first lesbian experience. It was more than an experience, though. We really liked each other. I feel like she still looks at me the way she did back then. The kind of look that sends shivers down your spine. She's bisexual also, but I'm afraid that she's suppressed it so much that she doesn't want me back anymore.
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May 24, 2012