I Guess It's A Love Of Insanity.

To keep this short, I will try to summarise my experience the best I can.
I'm not really sure when I found out I liked girls. Maybe it was the moment when one was in my bed at church camp. It was weird growing up, watching movies on how a kiss is like the key to ones soul. For me, whenever I kissed a boy, I felt nothing. I felt like maybe I was doing something wrong. Or maybe everyone felt this way, they just hyped it up. But when I kissed her, I felt like I was the princess in that Disney movie. I have never felt like that up until then or after then. I loved her, tried to keep her close, but she got away. She cheated on me and my heart cracked. I tried to be with others,but it never felt the same. Boys just don't compare to her. I still want to be with her, and I feel dumb for that.
Mandyandy Mandyandy
18-21, F
Dec 3, 2012