Oh My

3 yrs ago was the start of middle school had my regular guy clothes and spikey hair , i was walking to class seen a girl to my left walk next to me felt attracted to her suddenly so i ran to class knowing she sat right next to me evryday tried to ignore her as much as i could but 1 day there was a dance coming up soon so walked over asking her if she'd like to go with me she just gave me a strange look saying hell no she told everyone ima freak n like women sense starting getting bullied been hit chased n called names have never trusted another woman sense then tho it's first year of highschool been single ever sense then indiana almost feels like the worst state ever