I Think Im Bi??

hi..im lanie..im a curious girl?? not so sure if i'm actually bisexual..maybe because im scared to come out...and sometimes its just sudden feeling that been serious for a while...i dont see myself to be with a girl..but i want to try it..( i've never been in a guy)

btw..i have a secret feelings towards girls..its started when i was on high school..there's one girl who had crushed on me(i knew it when my other friend told me)..she's my classmate(new in school)..at first i just like to be with her.."hang out"...i diffidently like her but just be friends because i know im into guys( i like guys more) ...then we saw each other day by day...and there's one thing happened..we fight in just a little things..we did not talk months...but one day..shes txted me and say sorry...after that we became a good good friends lol...( she hold my hand..kissed me..and hug)...i know its just a normal thing in having friends...but i felt it more :)

end of class...she came back to her placed..and forget our feeling( just a sudden feelings) ...after 5 years...we communicate..and i told her that i like her more than just friends..but the sad things right now is she's not single anyway :(..but im still want here to be mine...but im scared to have her...