Who Am I??Everyone has a journey uniquely their own to find their personal truths. This is the story of my own personal truth seeking.
Who am I? I am an eternal female spirit whose name is Amy on the Other Side in the Dimension of our God and Goddess. Before I came into life I planned out the experiences and the situations that I wanted to learn from while I am here. (I still can't figure out why I would put myself through so much.) Chances are if you and I have come into contact then we know each other on the Other Side well enough to have planned our encounter and friendship or whatever interactions we have together before we got here. Our interaction could be as simple as annoying each other in traffic so we can learn patience or just giving some simple advice so we can help each other feel better to serious life long very deep relationships. Does it really seem so coincidental that you get that special piece of advice at just the right time or how about that question of why does bad stuff always happen to good people?
Why do we do this? We do this because the Other Side has absolutely NO negativity. How can it when it is constantly bathed in our Creators Perfect Love. We can learn all about different circumstances both good and wonderful and bad and horrific. But all of those circumstances are like reading a book about an apple. You can know everything about it but you have no experience until you finally eat one. In a realm of Perfect Love it is very easy to look at all the bad stuff that will advance and perfect our souls very quickly and say hell yeah I can handle that. With no negativity it is not surprising that some of us bite off more than we can chew and have one hell of a hard time with some of what we chose to deal with. When that happens just remember all you have to do is keep breathing and you will survive. Eventually all living things die and as long as you don't take your own life you graduate and go back Home to that realm of Perfect Love and can say "what the hell was I thinking going down there to deal with that?" All of our souls are eternal. They have always been and will always be. I know that is impossible for our finite minds to comprehend but think of it like this, our lives are an average of about what 80+ years. Compare that to the accepted age of our current Universe of 13,750,000,000 years. That isn't even a small drop of water in a bucket the size of the ocean. So don't forget no matter how difficult life might seem physical life will eventually be over and we will go back Home to that Perfect Love.
So who am I? In this lifetime I am Aiyana. I am experiencing life in male body. If I get to transition before life is over wonderful. If I don't I will be the eternal female spirit on the Other Side that I have always been. I am a Dad, a husband, a lover, the Goddess's Warrior when called upon. I am a trustworthy and loyal friend to those who are worthy of that. (I don't have the time or energy to be that to people who only choose negativity or want to make me miserable. There are good people out there who want and need other good people in their lives.) Moreover I am a Spark of our God and Goddess created by Their Love. I am bright light shining with the power of the Divine that no one can dim or dull let alone put out.
So now I ask, who are you? If any of you need help along your journey of personal truth finding feel free to message me. I am always happy to pass along my experiences, thruths, and the Love of our God and Goddess.
Aiyana77 36-40, T 19 Responses 25 Oct 25, 2012