My KidsAs a newly married couple we did not want to have kids right away, so we waited a couple of years.
When we finally did try to have a child, our greatest fear, was how are we going to sleep when the baby is here.
Alas, that was not to be the greatest fear. It was when he was born... They had no idea what was wrong with him, and then they told us he was going to die. He did, a couple of days later. Our world crashed, and no one cared.
We needed major counseling to be able to move on. We tried...
Then we had another kid, a daughter. Well she died too... the next day!
I have been unable to cry. As a young couple, there was no one for us. So we had to seek professional counseling. That has helped somewhat.
Other than this, sometimes I wonder, why go on.