Guillain Barre Syndrome Survivor Part One

sometimes thriver...
othertimes...
not so much...
Iam23, 1stbaby, son, Grant
3months young,
not feeling well,
felt like a common cold
orrrsomekinda flu
Within 4 days i could not
move from the
n
e
c
k
down
Husbandtakes me to doc
"either rapid multiple Sclerosis"(ewwww...know what that is...scared)
or GuillainBarresyndrome
W
T
F?????is that
doc needs spinal fluid in order to make diagnosis
**** hateHATEneedles
feel sooo helpless...
i
m
p
o
t
e
n
t
powerless to wiggle outta this one...
ENRAGED
trapped backedinTIGHTcorner
Have 'neardeathexperience'
everyHour I was Notgetting Better
was another hour i could float in the soft
darknesswarmth, healingoilflowingaroundnThrume
shhhhhDOnotDisturb sign
on the door of my heart
Hear them faintly call my name....
shhhh, i don'tWannacomeback
Let me continue in this
Mysterious
novelLove
Nothingtodo
with what i do/do not do
But unconditional LOVEfor
who
i
am....One of GOD"Slildreamscometru
Not one thought about
BabyGnorJ...just
EUPHORIAMmmmmmm
never feltthisGooood
ever
bestHigh...nodrug
onearth comes close to this
EUPHORIA....
Mmmmmmmm

clgsassy clgsassy
56-60, F
1 Response Aug 2, 2012

Now I can REALLY feel your pain. I am thankful that you decided to let your feelings go, and give them freely to the world!<br />
<br />
Does "J" stand for John?

yep,
it does

:&gt;)