I Dreamed I Was Healing Others

I had a dream the other night that I was healing my husband through my touch. I was hugging him and also rubbing his back and searching for spots on his back with my fingertips to heal. I found a spot and I could feel his relief, but also him pushing back at me. To me, this dream signifies me wanting him to heal his past but he's not ready and he resents me for wanting him to heal.

13 years ago when we first started dating, I remember him getting upset over something in the kitchen, and I immediately embraced him and started rubbing his back and searching out that spot to heal. His mood started to change into a positive direction and he let me help him. Flash forward 13 years and my dream tells me he doesn't want me to heal him.

What advise could you offer to me or insight to my dream and my possible potential to heal others through touch? I'm very interested in this field and want to learn more.