I Think Im A Hermit Too

I have had a bad childhood, my mother passed when i was 12 too, and being sociable has been difficult but lately i dont feel like anyone understands me. I like the comfort of my own home, i know it sounds like depression but it feels much harder than that. And i do have children but i feel like everyday things like going to the school is a stressfull situation, i feel sorry for my kids having me as a parent because i want them to do well in life and have lots of friends and excitement. I sometimes feel suicidal, i wouldnt do it but i feel like being alive is punishing myself and i miss being able to express my feelings to people but ive found that others go through worse therefore i feel selfish to moan about myself.
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Jan 14, 2013