But don't get me wrong, I love Heroin Too!!! I've been on Methadone for 18years now, up and down, 130ml to 60ml daily. Although I got into Smack, it was the Meth that was more available to me! Living in a remote town meant Smack only came when a few lads grouped together and hit the city. That was few and far between. However Methadone and Tablets were in abundance!! I started stealing a boyfriends after he'd given me a taste for it! But I cannot blame them, I looked for it, I would do anything to get high!!Pills too, especially the Downers, Valium etc. Now I'm off the Benzo's and soon I'll be off the Meth as I'm going in a Rehab! Will it work?? Well I think it will as this time I've had enough, I throw in the towel, I can't live like this any longer, I need help. Any clean ones out there that won the war, get in touch. I'm sick of fighting this battle ALONE!!!