I've been doing pretty well and trying so hard lately. I still drink but I cut down on it and I still smoke marijuana everyday, but I've been doing semi ok. I relapsed this weekend with heroin and cocaine though. I don't know why I can't just stick to my guns and fight the urges. I didn't even enjoy myself on it to much because all I could think about was letting myself and my family (mainly my mother because my addiction is killing her) down. All I can do is pick myself up and try again but I just wish it wasn't so hard. I know everyone in this group is going through the same thing, so if anyone wants to talk about it feel free to hit me up.