I've been doing pretty well and trying so hard lately. I still drink but I cut down on it and I still smoke marijuana everyday, but I've been doing semi ok. I relapsed this weekend with heroin and cocaine though. I don't know why I can't just stick to my guns and fight the urges. I didn't even enjoy myself on it to much because all I could think about was letting myself and my family (mainly my mother because my addiction is killing her) down. All I can do is pick myself up and try again but I just wish it wasn't so hard. I know everyone in this group is going through the same thing, so if anyone wants to talk about it feel free to hit me up.
keithstone248 keithstone248
26-30, M
3 Responses Aug 27, 2012

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Keep your head up and hang in there, beating an addiction is tough but not impossible. Surround yourself with support. Best wishes.

I know I can't relate first hand what you're going through but I can honestly say it sounds like you're really trying. No one is perfect and everyone slips up. Don't beat yourself up too much about it.Just try and try again. Trying is whats most important. It's also the hardest. I believe you can do if that countds for anything.

do you have a good support system? seems like things are getting back to the madness ill be praying for u. your story touched my heart. being an addict is hard and getting better is even harder. hang in there