Anyone Ever Addicted To Heroine - Please Read My Story, I Need Your Help!Two years ago this may I met and fell in love with the most amazing man. He was a man with a past that he was totally honest about, he had just recently been released from doing 2 years in prison as a result of his drug addiction. He told me he was going on 3 years sober and never wanted to go back to that life, i believed him.We got married December 2011, found out I was pregnant in January, and then in march he told me he relapsed and everything has gone from bad to worse....I don't understand addiction and I don't understand heroine, what I do understand is this drug has transformed this selfless, loving, and devoted man into a careless person w ho is willing to sacrifice his freedom, family, home, everything for this drug...
I have spent the past 10.5 months devoting myself to doing everything I could imagine humanly possible that could help my husband and keep my family together, I am physically and mentally drained and loosing both faith and hope everyday.
I feel completely lost and totally out of control, can anyone please just give me some perspective in why and how something like this is possible?? Please explain to me how this drug can get inside a grown man and make him believe his family and everything ofimportance no longer matters. I am just having the hardest time making sense of it all.
Thank-you for sharing anything.
jaydensmomma 22-25, F 7 Responses 1 Jan 26, 2013