I Never Thought This Would Be Me
when i was 14 i was hanging out with this 20 year old guy. he was super cool, moody, played guitar. i thought he was the coolest. he'd shoot up in front of me and after seeing him in a completely blissful state i made him shoot me up, just half a pack. i was in love. i bought the dope for both of us for a few weeks until i was arrested for running away (with him). the police saw my track marks and told my parents. i didnt do it again until the spring i was 16. i was hanging out with the same friend and another friend of his, who were both clean. the original friend started acting out and being crazy so i started hanging out with the new guy more and more. one day one of his old friends asked him to find him some heroin and he did. he got some free and offered to share with me. after that, i started doing a whole pack, then more, and at the worst point i was prostituting for the money and doing 3 tenths a day. today, i am 35 days clean.