I Wish I Could Do It All Over Again....

I wish....
...She never asked me to call you to let you know she liked you
...I didn't like talking to you so much on the phone
...I was sitting in math class again waiting for you to come in the room
...I was staring at your backpack with a smile to see my name inscribed all over it
...I would have kissed you, since you were too shy to do it
...We would have had held hands and walked the school halls together
...I could remember why we broke up
...Right after high school you didn't get married
...I was never given your phone number to ask you why you did it
...You weren't so happy to hear my voice
...I could have let my morals go and keep talking to you
...When you got divorced you didn't find me
...I didn't go meet you for coffee and tell you I was married
...When you asked me to have an affair I didn't deny you
...You didn't let me go so easily
...You weren't at the high school reunion
...My husband didn't go introduce himself to you
...You would have secretly met me somewhere
...You didn't find her
...You didn't marry her
...I didn't get drunk that night and find you on Facebook
...I couldn't see your beautiful pictures and wish I was part of them
...We didn't start talking again and love every minute of it
...You didn't call me at work all the time
...You didn't disappear again just to reappear three more times
...You had left my heart alone
...I wouldn't dream about you
...I wouldn't hear a song and think about you
...I knew if you still think about me
...I would have known that you would haunt me for my lifetime
I wish I could do it all over again.......