HopelessA text from you, one of the things that can bring joy to the dullest days. How could I know how much pain could come from just one. "I'm in a relationship". My stomach flips as my heart sinks though the soles of my shoes.
I force myself to break the hesitation to respond with a carefully sc
The truth is, you don't feel the same. As muchI try to tell myself that being your best friend is enough. But, I don't know how much longer I can lie to myself.
What will happen then, I wonder. Will it end with my feelings slowly dying and a bitterness forming between us? Or is there a small chance that my stubborn hope of being more than a friend, will be giving it's desire. I am giving myself false hope again. Why can't I let you go? Save myself from the inevitable rejection.
lostandconfused16sej 16-17, F 0 Jul 11, 2012