Freshman Year

i liked this guy who was a junior my freshman year and he was friends with my brother.i acted so awkward around him that sometimes i thought he didn't wanna be around me. then he found out i liked him which made things even more awkward for me. After a few months he started talking to me as if we were friends and it made me feel like maybe he could someday be interested in me. but i knew we could never be because he was a player and i was just the awkward freshman.but this year we actually talk and i don't feel awkward around him anymore that much. i hate when he is really nice to me because then i start to think that someday we could actually be something even though i know its impossible.what should i do!
gurrrlplease gurrrlplease
18-21, F
Dec 1, 2012