What's Wrong With Me?

The way I love isn't right I guess, things are different now days.... Every relationship I was in, I got cheated on( a whooping 3 relationships), and I was looking for the long haul. I Want to be married, and have my family life, all I look for is honesty, compassion, good sense of humor, and for some one not to have slept around... you know, good morals....ect.. but I ask for to much.... I have my faults I know....Im a jealous man, but its because I care, im nosey because I want me and my partner to share every thing together.... I don't know any more.... of I should just try to do something different... Ill never be happy if I dont change..
chris2569 chris2569
22-25, M
2 Responses Dec 13, 2012

Thanks guys!. I would say I have a heathly dose of jealouly.... I mean, I dont get mad if some one wants to talk to a friend, but if that friend was an ex....it can cause concern. But I understand not every one shares my ideas. If it were me, I wouldnt talk to an ex, its disrespectful to my partner... to me anyways. I guess what im trying to say is im jealous, but im not possessive..

Dont change your ways of thought. If thats what you are looking for dont settle for anything less then that. It will happen for you when you least expect it. Just bc the three you were in went sour doesnt mean its something you did wrong. Just means they werent the right ones for you. Hang in there, you will find what you are looking for!

Thank you for your support. Im trying to hang in there... some days I just feel lost..