I Am a Hopeless Romantic
I have been obsessed in love stories before, and still am. I love reading mangas, especially, since they have great stories in them and everytime...The mangas never fail to make me question and think about my story. I tried making songs out of what I feel but I dont know how so I wrote my thoughts in a sort of poem structure. I've never dated anyone but I have liked a lot. Its really sad that guys these days just see through girls who are not as popular or pretty as the others. I have a crush on someone but he doesnt see me as potential girl. I never really told him or anything and he has a girlfriend. I liked him because he has all the traits Im looking for and there was this one point in time when he encouraged me into pursuing my dream. He smiled so sweetly and I was shut silent. That is when I started to like him. There is nothing really that I can do but just secretly get happy with the little things that happens between me and him. I feel like Im thinking too much about it. I feel like Im trying to put the things I see in mangas, to reality. I wonder if its wrong... *sigh* I wish I could still find someone...