*sigh*I am the biggest closet hopeless romantic ever... i would never wear it on my sleeve, i would never make it known, but i want more than anything to be swept off my feet, whisked away... loved unconditionally by someone who i absolutely crave--someone i cannot live without...
have him sing softly in my ear the sweetest songs, hold me in his arms for what seems like forever without saying a word, kiss me until i ache because i have more love for him than i can manage, twirl my hair in his fingertips watching it catch the light, tell me things he tells to no one else on earth, all those deepest, heaviest, most tender thoughts and dreams.
and i would listen, and stroke his cheek, kiss his forehead, sit with him in a big hot bubble bath, croon to him, singing right back in his ear, play piano for him while he reads, bake him cookies!! massage his back when he arrives home from a long day, be his biggest fan, his most intimate partner, his best friend.
that's what i want. i don't know how easy that will be to find. i don't know how long that feeling lasts in the relationship, but i want it forever.
now i just have to wait for it.