I Am A Hypocrite

I am my own captain..or at least I thought I was. Who am I kidding? I constantly remind myself that it is I who should be making my own decisions without having to worry about what other people might think or say. I found myself trapped in these WHAT IF's. Guess, it turned out that I am a hypocrite as well. It's my life and I'm supposed to be in control. But it seems like all my decisions now and choices depends on what others think and the level of guilt that it makes me feel. All this time, I have been eating my words, and now I feel like I'm just a PUPPET...
hopelessaddict hopelessaddict
31-35, F
Nov 26, 2012