Recenly, I've made friends over the Internet. I met my first real Internet friend, Paula, and she is one of the greatest friends I have. I made another friend, her name being Maria. It turns out Paula and Maria are best friends. We've all talked on video chat and we were all so close, when I started to like Maria. I've been a Christian my whole life, praying almost every night, loving God, thanking him. Maria was a Christian as well. One night we were talking and I told her I liked her. She told me she liked me too. We were both scared that God would not accept us. I told her "We like both genders, so what? God still loves us." and she told me "I don't like both genders, I like you." and I felt the exact same way. We've been constantly talking, and I think I love her. I am so scared that this isn't what God wanted. I read Leviticus 20:13 and I began crying and pleading to God that it wasn't really what it meant. I prayed, asking for help and clarification. I've come to tell my story, and to say i'm scared. Everything seems to work when I speak to her. I always look forward to talking to her. If God didn't want this, why is everything working so well?