What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?

So at this point, looking for some outlet for all the frustration I'm feeling. I actually responded to an Ad on CRAIGSLIST. What is wrong with me? I feel like at this point I just need to run away and go into hiding. I am so lost. How does anyone meet people in real life who understand what they're going through. It's not like I can just go up to some chick in a bar.

Just gonna beat my head off the desk for a couple of hours.
Thatgirlsid Thatgirlsid
26-30, F
1 Response May 16, 2012

Don't be so hard on yourself we all make mistakes but try to find a safer outlet. By the way, what's wrong with the bar... that caters to your interest?

There really isn't a bar that caters to my interests. I mean I can go to a LGBT bar but starting up a conversation with another woman and telling her I'm married is either going to make me look sleazy or just not give the first impression I'm looking heavy. It's kind of a heavy topic for drinks at a bar when it's not with someone who knows or understands the situation. I might be over thinking it... I kind of have that problem :)

I don't think your over thinking. You probably right, that is a lot to take in over a drink at the bar.