My StoryHey, guys. I too feel this way. Ever since I was a little kid I always wanted to be a girl. They just seemed to have more fun and freedom. I was always jealous of Ranma Saotome from Ranma 1/2, and how he could change into a girl by simply touching water. But all I could do was watch the show and hope.
I am still jealous of women. They have much more freedom. I mean, there's only so many ways that you can wear pants and a shirt. Women have so many advantages over men! I'd rather have ONE bad week a month than be in a pitiful mood every waking moment.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not gay, I am straight and have had many relationships and have also been in love with women several times. But every time I see a beautiful woman, I always wonder what it would be if I could be woman with the same beauty. I do hope that one day I meet a woman that understands me though.
I don't think I'll ever get a sex change since I do love women and I'm not sure that I want to be permanently changed into a fake version of what I want. However, I have placed my faith in modern science to further improve the process to make us as close as can be. I know that I am a lesbian woman on the inside.
Also I am hoping that since modern technology has come very far, making stuff that was laughable five years ago, then hopefully within my lifetime, some sort of virtual reality can be developed.
Well, it was nice to see that there are people like me, and I hope to hear from you guys.