I Knew The Moment He Touched Me...............i Was Only 8 Years Old.........

 My grandmother never left me in the hands of strangers…….. but that one time……. I was eight and my little cousin was about 6months old……… she left me there with him ………..he was a stranger to me but a friend to the family…….. I remember wearing this skirt it was a jean skirt with red like bandana printing on it…… I was in the bathroom and I was sitting on the toilet as I saw four dollar bills under the bathroom door swinging their way back and forth……….back and forth …….back and forth…….. I didn’t want to leave the bathroom……I didn’t want to know what had to be done for me to have those four dollars……. My little cousin was outside in the hands of a stranger………. Stranger what do you want from me, I’m watching the TV……. His hands started to rub my thighs…..I didn’t know what was happening and as much as I didn’t know I knew something was wrong…… he started to rub Vaseline against my butt and from then on I knew my childhood was robbed L …………since then I knew I was a lesbian ……..and now 20 years later I hate men …………    
blunt84 blunt84
26-30
2 Responses Aug 2, 2010

I understand where your hate of men comes from because of this, but don't let him cloud your judgement of other men and I'm speaking as a lesbian. What he did to you was unspeakable and I hope he rots in hell for it, but that is what you call a ********* not a man. I'm sorry you went through this, noone should have to !! <br />
You are very strong, and I thank you for sharing such a private part of your life with us !!

I don't think you should hate men in general because I'm okay with having guy friends but just as friends, nothing more.