Kinda Nervous.. But Excited..
So.. I'm 19 and I'm a stud..I have a gf.. and we've been together since 03/13/09 lol ... with a few.. "mishaps" .. I still live with my mom, and she with hers.. But we see each other every day just about... because she drives.. she's a month younger than me.. So tech we don't have oodles of freedom.. but we have just enough, and our parents don't know we're lesbians.. If they did we probably wouldn't be able to see each other, or date anymore.. Anyway.. I bought a strap on today.. on the internet.. and I had it mailed to a friend's house... I was very excited... well, I AM very excited... Jus worried that I wont know how to use it well.. She says I move like a guy when we make out.. but it must be different when an extra piece is added to the mix... i Just dont want to hurt her.. (we're both virgins) and she wants me to take her virginity.. and she mine.. but I'm worried about her more so than me.. I worry that I'll mess up.. or go to hard.. or too fast or something... and she actually has a kind of fear of "penis" if you will.. so she's apprehensive more than I am.. but she's glad I bought it at the same time.. I really, really, really don't want to mess this up... any advice please??