22 Year Old Southern California Female Who Is A Lesbian, But Didn't Name It.
I've always been a lesbian, but never called or admitted it. I was obsessed with my elementary school female best friend. My obsession ended gradually. I think it's completely gone now. I'm twenty-two years old by the way. A girl kissed me on the cheek when I was in 2nd grade. I admired females' beauties since the beginning of school. I'm also attracted to males, but I want to be with a female completely. I've never seen a lesbian until my high school years. Even then I didn't know I was one. I didn't think of having sex. I was too busy with school and thought of other things. I attend a community college. I'm a self-assured and rational person. I'm also independent and make my own decisions. I'm here to find lesbians because I grew up thinking being straight was the norm and I didn't have lesbian friends. I think lesbians and "straights" live similarly except that lesbians like females and "straights" like the opposite gender. I don't think I missed out by not having lesbian friends.