This Is Who I Am.....I've always had a thing for girls. Ever since I was a child. I never knew what it was called until I reached middle school. I remember in grade school I used to mess around with my neighbors cousin. Her name was Danny. And she was my first experience, although I never count it as that. I am not sure how long it lasted but all I remember is kissing this girl on some weekends behind my parents shed where we lived in Indianapolis.
As I got older I spent a lot of time with boys. My first boyfriend was when I was 11. I dated him for 6 months and then we broke up after we "cheated" on me. Then my parents split up and I moved to back to Indiana from Arizona(where we lived for 2 years). My mom, my brother and I moved to Brownsburg, IN. I had a lot of boyfriends during my teenage years and while I LOVED women then I never found one to date exclusively(nor did one want to date me). I had flings but it was never serious(and never got beyond kissing). During those early teen years I messed around with my best friend a lot but that is all it ever was.....
July 2006 I found out I was pregnant.
April 2007, after the birth of my twin daughters, it finally hit me: I am a lesbian. Once I admitted it to myself I realized what could of made my entire teenage years so much more bearable and much less heartbreak. I went through a lot when I was a teenager. And not one of my other relationships lasted the 6 months that my first relationship did. By the 2nd or 3rd month I could find so many flaws in the person I was with I would start to despise them...they would really get on my nerves.
Well 9 months after the girls were born I moved to Georgia, to live with my dad. There I met my first girlfriend: her name is T. We dated for......a while(9 months) and then broke up. Over the years I dated quite a few women but nothing serious. Then in 2010 I met HER. The love of my life. And we have been together ever since(just celebrated our 2 year anniversary). We eventually plan to get married, however we are waiting until all gay people can get married nationwide before we do it. I personally feel it is not fair that only some of my "brothers" & "sisters" can get married.
So that is my story. Not a lot of people knew about it until now.....
RainbowMom132 22-25, F 14 Responses 14 Mar 26, 2012