I'm bisexual and 19. I've fallen for a few older women in my life, they were all straight/in straight relationships, and it was hard, but I moved on (never completely, though). Now I've been crushing on a 26-year old for months and months. She's engaged to a man, and it breaks my heart. Also, she really likes me (as a lot of these women tend to do), but not in the way that I like her. She sees me as a kid, and she's super protective and affectionate, but almost like I was the daughter she never had. It's killing me! I like her affection, but I just wish it was the kind I felt for her.