I Can't Believe It ...

 I'm a very funny person, who is the heart of every party. Lately, I haven't been quite myself.I guess I have always known. Living in a religious community is not easy. When I was a little girl, we were playing games of kissing other girls and just joking around. The other young ladies have moved on and have families, but I just can't lie anyomore. I am attracted to women, to more masculine women, that is. At first I felt ashamed and guilty, now I just feel scared. Coming out? Wow! It's hard. I can't believe that I'm writing these things, I reckon it's easier to do like this without a face, or anything. Well, this is my story, I have always known, yet felt weak to tell it.
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May 9, 2012