I Am a Lesbian
Hello guys!
I've been openly gay for almost 2 years now and I've dated my best friend for 7 months. I truly loved her, but she was my first love, so I did everything she wanted and she always told me to wait because she was a virgin (so was I). I waited and we never had sex, but then she broke up with me and lost her virginity to a man 3 days later. I also lost my virginity to a man (my only sexual experience with one) around that time, but I didn't enjoy it. I don't feel attracted to men.
That got me really upset; however, coincidence or not, I met another girl a few months later and she told me she was a virgin and wanted me to be her first. I took her virginity with honor and felt in love with her. She felt for me too, and she's been my girlfriend for almost 6 months now.
We have sex every weekend since we started going out and neither of us managed to have an ****** yet. We tried the classical fingering, **** massages, oral sex, different positions, everything. We got really close a few times, but it didn't happen. She told me she takes some medication that inhibits her sexual appetite, so it will always be harder for her, and she bled a lot during our first times together. Still, we are attracted to each other and we lubrificate very well by kissing and touching, but nothing happens beyond that.
I'm very confused because I only have ******* when I **********, and I do it watching male gay ****. Even though I don't like dicks inside of me, I do like to see them and it somehow turns me on. Sometimes I watch **** with women too, but I find it a little gross because it's usually heterossexual and violent.
Any sugestions on how I might get my sex life better? I really love her and I know she loves me too, so I wish I could give her an ****** and that I could come for her.
I've been openly gay for almost 2 years now and I've dated my best friend for 7 months. I truly loved her, but she was my first love, so I did everything she wanted and she always told me to wait because she was a virgin (so was I). I waited and we never had sex, but then she broke up with me and lost her virginity to a man 3 days later. I also lost my virginity to a man (my only sexual experience with one) around that time, but I didn't enjoy it. I don't feel attracted to men.
That got me really upset; however, coincidence or not, I met another girl a few months later and she told me she was a virgin and wanted me to be her first. I took her virginity with honor and felt in love with her. She felt for me too, and she's been my girlfriend for almost 6 months now.
We have sex every weekend since we started going out and neither of us managed to have an ****** yet. We tried the classical fingering, **** massages, oral sex, different positions, everything. We got really close a few times, but it didn't happen. She told me she takes some medication that inhibits her sexual appetite, so it will always be harder for her, and she bled a lot during our first times together. Still, we are attracted to each other and we lubrificate very well by kissing and touching, but nothing happens beyond that.
I'm very confused because I only have ******* when I **********, and I do it watching male gay ****. Even though I don't like dicks inside of me, I do like to see them and it somehow turns me on. Sometimes I watch **** with women too, but I find it a little gross because it's usually heterossexual and violent.
Any sugestions on how I might get my sex life better? I really love her and I know she loves me too, so I wish I could give her an ****** and that I could come for her.
By:
mugcup22
Age:
22-25
,
Female
