I Am a Lesbian
I can honestly say that the moment she and I kissed for the first time was one that I have not been able to forget.... it was quick but sweet... and as I looked at her walking away that night... my heart felt like it was going to explode....
Meeting her was magical.... in a world were people are used to pretend to be someone else... she introduced her real self to me... she makes me smile all the time... yet sometimes she makes me cry too... but more than that... she's the only person who can make me feel different kind of emotion in just a second...
Our relationship may not always be on it's best... but it taught us to be patient...to be more accepting about each others flaws and weakness not just our strength... we irritate each other... we get angry... and sometimes... unintentionally we tend to give each other cold treatment... we get silent...we fight.... but in spite all that... we LOVE each other... we care about each others well being... we always remind one another to be positive... we love GOD above all... we have respect... and we know how to listen....
Sometimes I'm scared... because she's different than all the girls I've met before...she has morals and values that she protects so much... she has principles that no one can ever bend... and I love that about her...but it scares me too... because of the nature of our relationship...I'm scared that she would want to have a normal family... that she would want someone that she can easily introduce to her family...someone that she won't have to lie about or pretend to be somebody else... because I can't give her that...I'm scared that she would choose the easy way...
But I'm choosing to have faith in our love... I'm choosing to trust her love for me... I love her so much... I can't imagine myself being with anyone else... I don't know what's gonna happen in the future... but i wanna do everything I can to make her happy...whatever her idea of happiness is... i hope it's ME...
Meeting her was magical.... in a world were people are used to pretend to be someone else... she introduced her real self to me... she makes me smile all the time... yet sometimes she makes me cry too... but more than that... she's the only person who can make me feel different kind of emotion in just a second...
Our relationship may not always be on it's best... but it taught us to be patient...to be more accepting about each others flaws and weakness not just our strength... we irritate each other... we get angry... and sometimes... unintentionally we tend to give each other cold treatment... we get silent...we fight.... but in spite all that... we LOVE each other... we care about each others well being... we always remind one another to be positive... we love GOD above all... we have respect... and we know how to listen....
Sometimes I'm scared... because she's different than all the girls I've met before...she has morals and values that she protects so much... she has principles that no one can ever bend... and I love that about her...but it scares me too... because of the nature of our relationship...I'm scared that she would want to have a normal family... that she would want someone that she can easily introduce to her family...someone that she won't have to lie about or pretend to be somebody else... because I can't give her that...I'm scared that she would choose the easy way...
But I'm choosing to have faith in our love... I'm choosing to trust her love for me... I love her so much... I can't imagine myself being with anyone else... I don't know what's gonna happen in the future... but i wanna do everything I can to make her happy...whatever her idea of happiness is... i hope it's ME...
By:
jazzME
Age:
26-30
,
Female
