In Love With A Straight Girl.
Half way through my freshman year of high school I met this amazing girl (I'll just call her CBS). She was a senior. We just started talking one day about something random. I've always been a pretty funny person and that day she couldn't stop laughing at the things I said. It made me feel great. After that day we became really close and always hung out (we still do). People would make comments about how we were attached at the hip. I act much older than I am so it wasn't weird hanging out with someone a lot older. I always loved being with her. She is getting ready to go to college so I see her less and less. After a while I started to get DEEP feelings for her. I am IN LOVE with her. 100%. There is just one problem: she is straight and has a boyfriend. Through her I've met and become friends with him (just friends, dont worry :) ) Iwould never want to do anything to hurt her relationship thoguh, I love her too much. All I want in this whole world is to get close with her but can't. She made me realize I like girls and I'm still getting used to the idea. I love her and I don't know what to do. She is who I would talk to about problems like this but I can't under these circumstances. I never want to lose her friendship. Advice? Comments?