This Time

my past experiences went horribly wrong because of my immaturity and cowardliness. the first time i fell in love with a girl, didn't worked out and ruined our friendship.. the 2nd time, I never had the chance to tell her, I know she's waiting for me to admit but i didn't. I know how stupid I was for not telling her the truth. I just don't want to ruin our friendship, we're really close and I don't want to happen the same with my first.. I know she's in love with me but I got scared because I know she's a heartbreaker so i just let things be, i didn't grab the chance to be with her. well, at least our friendship is saved.

for the 3rd time, I fell in love, her name's lin. This time, I want to make things right. I don't know how or where to start. I am really close to her and my 'friendship' with her is at stake. I am afraid that I might ruin our friendship and I am also scared that she'll be with someone else.. what should I do? should I tell her and have the risk or should I just shut my mouth and experience the same pain i felt with my 2nd?

any advice is greatly appreciated. thanks!
redcupcake redcupcake
18-21, F
Dec 3, 2012