My Fail Crush

So, I have this huge crush on a girl in my school, who is straight. I always have crush on straight girl, and I don't know why. She has a boyfriend. I know that she can never ever love me back and feel the same way that I feel about her. I know that I need to stay away from her so that I can refresh my mind but I couldn't do it. Everytime she comes near me, I kinda let her to, I too scare of the feeling of not seeing her, but I have to eventually which hurt me more when I decided to not think about her anymore and avoid her. I've made promises to my self to never fall for any straight girl again which is hard cause I know that it's unpredictable.
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1 Response Dec 11, 2012

You can't actually do that :) Life would be amazing if you could choose who you fall for, but you really can't :) Sadly, someone else you fall for might be straight too, it's something we can't control. In fact, I have experienced where the more you try not to like someone, the harder it is to not like them :) The mind is a weird thing!
I think a better option would be to work out what it is about them you like, is it just looks, is it personality - if yes, what about the personality...and list everything. Then, you know what qualities you're looking for in someone else :) xx