Oh, Ok.

For some reason, no matter how stressed, upset, or frustrated I am, I can never admit it to anyone, not even my wife. I feel like it's my job to be the one who is always stable, when I'm always in turmoil.  I never know if I'm coming or going.  It doesn't matter if I'm having some sort of anxiety attack or not, I always lie.  I don't think there is a single person that knows me that knows what I really think at this point.  They all just expect cool headed Laz, and that's what I give them. ****.

If I had more time, I'd get into it more, but I have class to go to. I know no one really gives a ****, but it's nice to write it down.
ForShame ForShame
22-25, M
2 Responses Jan 23, 2013

i give a ****, and i already sensed that from you anyway

I'm sorry. :c