The Guilt Is Crushing Me...

I cut...that's a confession...I lied to my parents...mum espiacially...that it was just scars...I had to...I had no choice...I wasn't ready to take the emotional trauma...i don't want her to be sad...so I lie...lies to protect her...but secretly eating me up inside...killing me...lie to myself...deny what is true...smile for them...laugh for them...lie to them...hide my tears and pretend it didn't happen...how i yearn to be free of all of this...for now...I except the punishment of guilt...

thinking of Evanescence's Everybody's fool...isn't it just the same...how accurate...every single word...

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1 Response Feb 17, 2010

i know how you feel i was the same way but it she maybe said but you guess will get throw it believe me cutting does not just hurt you i learned that the hard way