For MattEver since I joined this bullshit site, I've known I was different. My first dream was after I turned thirteen. It was just me running in the woods as a wolf. I wouldn't even be on here if it weren't for those dreams to have inspired me to find out why I was so weird. I had another account but all my stuff was lost and yeah it was just a mess. I remade this one about a little over a year ago, I went from LeapingWolf, a happy, outgoing, laughing, caring, loving person, to RogueWolf, a hateful, hasty, rude, uncaring, stubborn, selfish *****. I want to apologize to everyone. I don't even know how this happened to be honest. Maybe it was because I thought nobody cared when I was scared, and hurt, so I decided I didn't care for them at all. But what I didn't realize is that I never asked for their sympathy. I thought they'd just notice I was in pain. Turns out, I'm better at hiding my emotions then I thought. I've put down so many young wolves and made them loose all hope. My rude comments and horrible lectures telling them they CAN'T do it.. They CAN do it. I want to apologize to Matt the most though. That guy has seriously changed me.. I actually prayed today. I thought about how sweet he is. He's the most caring guy alive. He tells someone off and he feels horrible. He deserves the best. I can't even explain how much he means to me. I was thinking about how I told him he wouldn't shift.. And then I thought about how when everyone told me I couldn't, he was there telling me I WOULD. Not that I could, but that I WILL shift. I owe my life to him. Because every single passing day he's kept me sane. And now most of you who continued to put up with my **** can now thank him for the change. It may not be huge, but I'll guarantee you it was worth it.
I feel like a billion pounds have been lifted off my shoulders.
At this point I'm just rambling. My wolf needed to find peace in this world and I think I've finally found it.. Thank you Matt, for being there when nobody else was. For being the big brother I always wanted. Even though you're shorter then me.. xD
And...... That is all. Thanks. :)
FalonWolf 16-17, F 10 Responses 2 Aug 17, 2012