The pain wants to be there - but tonight it's not. In the face of your coldness and rejection, no more tears fall, but now in its place; a resignation.

Surrendering up my expectations and disappointments to the void - and leaning into (instead of away from) the loneliness that comes up inside.

There's a gentle pain weeping softly somewhere, but the darkness of that void seems comforting tonight - and I lay in that darkness and find that shadows make better lovers anyways.

DreamChristine DreamChristine
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 26, 2015

Being alone isn't so bad.