The Loneliest Person In The World?I am a loner, not by choice. I have always gone through life without any friends and without any support. I am introverted so much that this is in fact the first time I even shared my experience with the world due to my over-cautious nature, so hello world.
I spent my life playing games to escape the boredom and depression of my life. I always feel depressed whenever I think about my life - no friends, no romance, etc. At this age of 24, the prime of life, it seems like nothing could be worse living in the oh-so-great US-of-A. I have never had a single female friend, so seriously, for a male, life could not get any worse. Altho I am not the most handsome of men, I never considered myself 'ugly' (on the outside or the in) and I am not just saying that because it's me I am talking about. I can confidently say this.
I do however have medical conditions which affects my appearance; these problems known as eczema/dermatitis and psoriasis. How unfortunate I have been to have myself born with this combination of skin diseases on places so visible for the public to see, namely on my hands, neck, and even at one time, my face. My entire life has been scarred by this non-deadly, non-contagious disease, making everyone fear me and stay away.
The last time I made a friend was when I was 11 years old although in reality he was the one who chose to be my friend. How can this be normal? Even many lonely people on here have made friends along the way either at work or school, but me... it really seems so bewildering, so unrealistic that I would be unable to befriend another human being on the face of the planet for the next 13 years of my life. I never asked for life to be this way for me, I never asked to be such an introvert, and I never asked to be born with such a terrible skin condition that affects my everyday life.