Contradiction

This is going to sound really weird but I am a total loner, I walk to the beat of my own drum - yet if I go too long without social interaction I crave for it. Also, the older I get, the less socially inadequate I feel and no longer fear meeting new people or being in social situations. But I do love my solitude!
I have been told before that I am a walking contradiction, I guess this is a good example.
BBWKiwimouse BBWKiwimouse
36-40, F
2 Responses Jul 18, 2010

Is this another post of mine you're referring to? I think I might know the one. <br />
My husband is not very outgoing and I am, we are very different people. I like alone time, but also enjoy being social and feel less shy the older I get. He likes to keep to himself and doesn't have much to say on any given subject.<br />
My sex drive is fine, I just don't want to be intimate with my husband any more. We are going into counselling soon to see if we can work through our problems. <br />
Hey, I thank you for your interest, advice and concern.

I get that , I like social situations,but after I leave I feel relieved.I have hard time being social , I'm not comfortable in crowds. 1 on 1 or small groups are ok.