The World Is Leaving Me Behind

I am 17 years old and I am confused in this world. I recently met a girl who meant everything to me and my father told me i couldn't see her because of the age difference. I currently live with my step-dad, his girlfriend, her son, and my step-brother. I never had a real family in my life and I had the feeling of and empty heart even since I understood the feeling of love. My mother took me away from my real father when I was I want to be with someone who makes me happy and i want to make myself happy. I try to change for people but it ends up backfiring because i am who I am and it can't change. People put on these faces to try and fit in when their only kidding themselves. i want people to accept me for who I am and not for who they want me to be. I need support to help me show I'm not alone..not matter how much the feeling pops up in my head.