All Of My Life

All of my life I have preferred to be alone. I have always been uncomfortable around people, I don't know why.
I can remember spending weekends and afternoons playing by myself in the backyard. In grade school I used to sit off to the side and watch the other kids play on the playground. During junior high and high school I just sorted of wondered around watching all of the other kids. Hell, even at work I have always sat by myself during lunch and while on runs I keep my mouth shut and just watch the other guys.
I have never liked being around more than a person or two. I have never liked being around strangers. It has taken me many years to get so that I can be around a small group without having a panic attack. Despite my progress, I still prefer to be alone and I probably always will.
lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
41-45, T
Jan 19, 2013