A Loser In Life...I never used to be a loser but now I don't think there is one person on earth that would say any differently.
I am single, have no friends, no social life, still live at home and although I have a job it isn't as good as I could do.
I watch people my own age stride ahead in life and it seems like I am always on the sidelines watching.
I am a good person boring but good. So I don't understand why my life is like this. I am popular and respected at work but co workers don't seem to want to hang out with me socially. Clearly I am doing something wrong and I hate myself for it and feel so ashamed. Sometimes the shame gets so bad it leads to paranoia.
I try to hide how much of a loser I am to everyone but maybe it comes across anyway. I know that if others knew my true life story they would see me as pathetic and that's what really hurts.
deleted 26-30 18 Responses 6 May 10, 2011