Thou Shalt Not Trust
Trust is like a mountain. We conquer it slowly and with time and a little effort. A person like me, of unstable personality and, believing in the majority, crazy, it's rare to have the people's complete trust. In my presence, it is apparent, but I later find out that is not so, behind my back they call me anything but "saint". Mainly moron, freak, lame and stupid. That, among other things, is why I choose not to trust anyone. It's safer.
Partly due to that, nothing shocks me. Nothing...but the following.
I have know her for over 10 years. We are married 5 years. And yet, my wife does not trust me. Sad. Schocking. Depressing. But, as I'm always expecting something bad to happen to me, this is just one more. I've never denied that woman anything. Even if I don't like it, I do everything she asks of me. I hear her problems, stories, thoughts and I advise her the best I know.
And this is how she pays me.
What kind of person I am, if not even my own wife trusts me?