I am a loser. I've never gone to a "cool party" before, I've never won any competition that I've participated in, and I am the least popular child. I have always wanted to go to a party, but my brother always tells me I am not allowed to go and when his girlfriend tried to convince him he got upset. I am pretty sure it's because he is embarrassed of me. Who wants to have their awkward, overweight sister going to a party with them and ruining their popularity? I remember in elementary I was in a community basketball league and I was placed in a team that always went against my cousins team. My team ALWAYS lost. We never won a single game the entire season. I never won anything, I remember crying a lot as a kid when I noticed that my brothers and cousins always won while I never won anything. I am not popular in my family, not that they hate me, it's just that they like my big brothers more. Every time I go and surprise them with a visit, they ask if my brother came with me and when I say no they seem so disappointed that it's just me. I feel so pathetic.